| every sad song in the world |
[28 Sep 2006|08:10pm] |
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mirah - mt. st. helens |
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"And it doesn't stop there. As a result of Marie LaSalle's cover version of "Baby I Love Your Way", I find myself in two apparently contradictory states: a) I suddenly find myself missing Laura with a passion that has been entirely absent for the last four days, and b) I fall in love with Marie LaSalle. These things happen.
sentimental music has this great power of taking you back somwhere at the same time that it takes you forward, so you feel nostalgic and hopeful at the same time.
...and when I hear those sweet, sticky acoustic guitar chords I reinvent our time together, and, before I know it, we're in the car trying to sing harmonies on 'Sloop John B' and getting is wrong and laughing. We never did that in real life. We never sang in the car, and we certainly never laughed when we got something wrong. This is why I shouldn't be listening to pop music at the moment."
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i enjoy indian food, colorful patterns on sundresses, driving at night alone with the windows down and volume up, billy collins, spooning, extremely loud & incredibly close, swivel chairs, we go way back, sleeping and remembering dreams, mirah, and the likes of them.
what's a girl to do.
(i never
say anything
anymore.)
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| i could stay here: |
[31 Aug 2006|09:02pm] |
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 relaxed |
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slender fingers would hold me, slender limbs.
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[16 Aug 2006|10:39am] |
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 ____________ |
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I'd like to do a top five records that make you feel nothing at all.
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| the dream of living forever with brod: |
[02 Aug 2006|02:08pm] |
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I have this dream every night. Even
when I can't remember it the next morning,
I know it was there, like the depression
a lover's head leaves on the pillow next to you
after she's left.
I dream not of growing old with her,
but of never growing old, either of us.
she never leaves me, and I never leave her.
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| i remember this song: |
[31 Jul 2006|11:07pm] |
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alanis morisette- mtv unplugged. |
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that i would be good, even if I did nothing.
that i would be good, even if i got the thumbs down.
that i would be good, if i got and stayed sick.
that i would be good, even if i gained ten pounds.
that i would fine, even if i went bankrupt.
that i would be good, if i lost my hair and my youth.
that i would be great, if i was no longer queen.
that i would be grand, if i was not all knowing.
that i would be loved, even when i numb myself.
that i would be good, even when i am overwhelmed.
that would be loved, even when i was fuming.
that i would be good, even if i was clingy.
that i would be good, even if i lost sanity.
that i would be good, whether with or without you.
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| extremelyloud&incrediblyclose: |
[08 Jul 2006|01:13pm] |
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tired |
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Later that year,
when snow started to hide the front steps,
when morning became evening as I sat on the sofa,
buried under everything I'd lost,
I made a fire and used my laughter for kindling:
"Ha ha ha!" "Ha ha ha!" "Ha ha ha!"
I was already out of words by the time I met your mother,
that may have been what made our marriage possible,
she never had to know me.
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| homehomehomehomehomehomehome. |
[07 Jul 2006|09:57pm] |
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blah |
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the crying of lot G |
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But it seems like just a little thing,
like you don't want to listen,
and I can't shut up.
Sometimes I wonder why we have so much trouble
cheering each other up sometimes,
when one or the other of us is down.
Instead it's like, when you're in a bad mood
I look at you and I say, maybe she's knows something
I don't know, maybe I should be upset.
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| bliss: |
[28 May 2006|03:58pm] |
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mood |
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zen. |
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billy bragg & wilco - ingrid bergman |
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"I wander the city - with no fear of getting lost,
no fear of communication, little ambitions to be productive,
little concern for girls, an infatuation with all the people filing past,
and a gigantic love for my ex-lover with no delusions about being back together."
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| the truth: |
[04 May 2006|09:22pm] |
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 sarcastic. |
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our love is all we've got honey. |
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What it love, where did it get me?
Whoever thought of love is no friend of mine.
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| & I quit my mother too. |
[02 May 2006|08:13pm] |
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Oh Saro pretty Saro please tell me your mind
Do you think me unworthy, do you think me unkind?
When our life here is over, you surely will see
I have treated you as kindly as you've treated me.
( I miss the mountains.)
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| that's not my lover, that's not even my friend. |
[21 Apr 2006|08:47pm] |
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 angst. |
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tracker. |
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1. casimir pulaski day - sufjan stevens
2. telephone - petracovich
3. playground love - air
4. it wasn't me - jenny lewis with the watson twins
5. the flurry (pt 1) - tracker
ps- i hate cooking. i am listless.
but i do like leaving school after seventh period.
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| i must say i like where i live. |
[19 Apr 2006|06:14pm] |
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the shins |
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running + emma castleberry + francesa lia block + neighbors = fun.
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[07 Apr 2006|09:38pm] |
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Ben Gibbard looks thinner in person.
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